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| Idk if I'm gonna keep doing this whole xanga thing. Most of the time I don't feel like it - I'm getting upset a lot recently :/ This girl the other day was calling me names and being really rude - and when my friend asked why she was she answered 'I can be as horrible and mean as I want as I used to get bullied.' I just don't think that's an excuse, I can promise you everyone has been vulnerable and hurt at some point it doesn't mean you can take your shit out on other people. Anyway, hope you guys are well <3 x
it’s hard to be happy when your mix cds won’t work and you live in a town where it’s never cold enough to wear your favourite coat and you just can’t ever think of the right words and all your fingers hurt from wasting your time trying to find out. sometimes it feels better to cry. I want to fall in love. I want to know what it feels like to have my breath catch in my throat every time I see that person, I want to know what it's like to have your heart beat so hard that you feel like it will jump out of your chest, what it feels like to have a shock go up and down your body at the slightest touch. Just when I think I'm close enough you take a step backwards. I'm sure you've met them. They say they’ll put you back together while they’re tearing everything apart. And they use the type of lips you can taste for years. And, I feel like I'm standing in the center of a snow globe that some seven year old kid will not stop shaking. I feel like everything around me is going 105 miles an hour, and I'm just stuck standing in the middle of traffic. give me a magic eight ball, i have a lot of decisions to make. I have spoken to the rest of the world and we all feel sorry for you. Because we get to look at you but all you have to look at, is us. It's kind of like.. the difference between putting your hand on your knee, and him putting his hand on your knee. When you touch your knee, you don't feel it, nothing happens, it's just there. But when he has his hand there, you feel everything. Every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand, and every brush of his finger. And you feel it right down to your toes and up to your neck. Everything in your body tingles, but it's the most wonderful thing ever. Every move he makes, he makes a difference. Forget the air. I'll breathe you instead. People say that the bad memories cause the most pain. But actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane. And now every time someone ruffles your hair or asks you to dance, every time the full moon is out, and every time the sun paints the sky, he'll be all that's on your mind. We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t come as a result of getting something we don’t have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. -Fredrick Koeing i may not remember the first time we spoke or the first moment i realized that i loved you, but i do know that everything in my life seems better when you're by my side. With my fingertips, I trace on your bare skin all of the things I'd like to say but cannot speak. You mean everything. There not quite words enough, to tell you all the things that you've become for me. if she's amazing, she won't be easy. if she's easy, she won't be amazing. if she's worth it, you won't give up. if you give up, you're not worthy. 'I've chased you in my dreams for a long time now.' Just like that. From anyone else, the words would sound contrived. But from him, they are an honest line from our own epic ballad, written from the heart. If you hold back feelings because you're afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting, anyway. So maybe you could walk with me awhile, and maybe I could rest beneath your smile. Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold, 'cause it's a long trip alone.
Bigger update soon <3 promise.
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| Hello there everyone! (: I hope you're all fine and dandy, I've had a crazy week. I split with my boyfriend, added a year to my age + went to london for a couple of days at the beginning of the week. Anyway, there are quite a few lyrical quotes in this - I hope that doesn't bother you. There's also a lot of post secret; ditto.
Much love xxx
Now that you have my attention, what are you gonna do?
You might have good intentions but they're not coming through. You made your own choices,
so don't blame anyone for the consequences.
[© cuteqts] i love you. not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, right now. at this very moment. i realized something. i need you, i trust you, i admire you. i want you. and you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight,and get mad at each other, but nothing, nothing in this world can change the fact that i love you. I've hoped for change it gets better everyday I've hoped for change yet still I feel the same - Whoa ; Paramore [SEEING THEM IN DECEMBUUUR!] life isn't about keeping score. it's not about how many people call you, and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. it isn't about who you kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. it's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. in fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. life just isn't about that. but life is about who you love. and who you hurt. it's about how you feel about yourself. it's about trust, happiness, and compassion. it's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. Oh just like the day that I met you, you didn't say a word but I still knew. Did you really think I wouldn't see? You were lying straight through your teeth? - Where the wild things are (Monsters) ; Anarbor Sometimes it takes hundreds of miles and hours of quiet bus rides to make you remember how much you love someone. I can't sleep. And I miss you. And the city and I haven't been breathing the same. It's never easy, regardless of the season. The minute you think you're going
to lose something, it suddenly becomes
the most important thing in your life. If you don't think your life is worth more than someone else's, sign your donor card and kill yourself. - House I'm the one that's happy, I don't like your shitty songs - you were wrong. Well, you're always wrong. -Alice and interiors ; Manchester Orchestra "A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person... If he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he's just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you." - He's Just Not That Into You When people walk away from you, let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. She said, where have you been all my life? and he said, looking for you Oh have some heart and hold it to your chest. We weren't in love we were too young. - The Liar And The Lighter; YMA6 (I <3 THIS SONGG) Just because she likes the same bizarro crap you do doesn't mean she's your soul mate. you fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, or because he can make you laugh; or in this case, because he made you believe you were the one who could save him. The same tricks that, that once fooled me They won't get you anywhere I'm not the same kid from your memory -Ignorance ; Paramore If what you're asking is how I debated whether or not to love her the answer is I didn't. Not at all. It just happened. I didn't ever question it; by the time I realized what was happening, it was already done. - Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby Don't promise me forever. Just love me day by day. No one knows the future. We're young, but that's okay. If you want to kill yourself remember that I love you. Call me up before you're dead, we can make some plans instead. Send me and IM I'll be your friend. Loose lips ; Kimiya Dawson And in the middle of all this, I started to think about the one thing that makes me feel really good and makes immediate sense, and it's you. You and I were meant to be. Period. The End. Cue happy ending music. 'Waiting for someone else to say I love you first doesn't make you more powerful. It just means you're afraid.' -Ugly Betty. You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you. My little decoy. Don't look so blue you should've seen right through. Im using you, my little decoy. - Decoy ; Paramore Don't settle for anything less than someone who loves you. Don't love when you're lonely, love when you're ready. Don't think that it happens all the time, either. Holding hands while walking down a high school hallway isn't love. Real love is hard to come by, but it comes. Maybe not for a while, but it shows up at some point. All of us are loved, but sometimes that person you want isn't in your life yet. Don't worry. They will be. Stop waiting for it. But most of all, don't forget this. Don't forget that you deserve love, and nothing less. Never anything less. You stand tall like you've one some kind of award, but really I've never seen someone so short. And you'd look taller if you gave me some more. - Should've tried harder ; Hey monday yersterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift that's why they call it the present. - Kung fu panda I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever. But sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there. - Johnny Depp Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know when the next moment, the next smile, the next wish will come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it with all your heart. I told myself that I'll be fine But it's a lie I don't want to talk about it - If You Cant Live Without me, Why Aren't You Dead Yet? ; Mayday Parade ( LOVEE THERE NEW ALBUM <3 ) Dear whoever is reading this: You are loved. You are lovely and you are loved. End of story. I've learned a lot this year. I learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned or the way you think they should, and I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones. You had your chance, theres no reason to cry about it now. You can't go back I hope you know that this is all your fault Your fault ; Plain White T's ''I don't know'' he sighed flicking through the thick sheets of paper ''I don't know why I lied and told her I loved her.'' He looked up at me his eyes full of pity, which confused me at the least. ''Why did you lie?'' he contemplated for a second then rested on the edge of the table. I couldn't quite understand him, he'd met her and yet he thought my love for her was a lie? I guess in his mind it was normal to blaspheme at such emotions but for me it was not. Had he not seen the way she smiled or danced or laughed? Had he not spent all night talking about secrets and debating current events on the top of a beaten up van with her? I could have told him all of this but I just looked him in the eyes for a few seconds. ''It was never a lie'' I said sharply and just walked off. "As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear" Run ; Snow Patrol Fine! I’ll admit it: I think of you every second of every day. You’re my favorite subject to talk about. When I hug you I wish I was allowed to never let you go. Most of my dreams have you in them. I always get excited when I get to see you again. So yeah, I guess you can say that I’ve completely and totally fallen for you. Does that make you happy? we are subconsciously attracted to those just as fucked up as we are. Cause you had a good girl, thats a keeper. You had a good girl but didnt know how to treat her. So silly boy get out of my face-Why do you like the way regrets taste? - Silly Boy; Lady Gaga You're as cute as a button The things you do sure are something Are you running out of breath From running through my head, all night. - Cute ; Stephen Jerzak It's no big surprise that I will wait for you, I will wait for no one but you. I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me. - Stan ; Eminem
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| Hey (: Thanks for all the comments on the last post. You guys are amazing. So this update I want to ask this question; What is the biggest problem in your life right now? I was just wondering - as this way other people can read your comment and give advice xD Shoot me if this is a bad idea.
+ If you comment I now will always reply, I probably should have decided that ages ago :L Peace! xx
why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands? if you do it, you'll regret it.
if you don't do it, you'll regret it.
either way you're going to regret it,
so you might as well just do it. Break down, you've always been so proud And just look at you now. You're a bad smell in this room. - Nasty Habits; YMA6 i am against religion because it teaches us to be satisfied with not understanding the world. But he said, "slow down. Slow down. Think it over. We've all got wretched closets, but silly girl pride kills more than aids lately." I said, " Come on. I've thought it over. I don't want to die here. I have no desire to get married." - Going Away; Meg And Dia (I'm on a Meg And Dia binge atm) I look at you and "motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie" comes to my mind. if you don't tell her how you feel,
she'll find some other guy that will
tell her all the things that she
wanted to hear from you. you always disappoint me.
it's kinda like our inside joke..
except, it's not that funny. "Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion."- Jack Kerouac go to work, send your kids to school, follow fashion, act normal, walk on the pavement, watch tv, save for old age, obey the law. repeat after me: i am free. It gets to the point where you might as well do what you want, you're going straight to hell anyway. every survival kit should include a sense of humor. everybody knows they're going to die, but nobody believes it. if we did, we would do things differently. I usually don't like thinking about the future. I mean, let's face it, you can't predict what's going to happen. But sometimes, the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all. Maybe the best thing to do is just stop trying to figure out where your going, and enjoy where your at. -Scrubs Peeling the label off of your water bottle may seem like a good idea at the time, but you'll regret it. And don't think, "Nah, this time I won't get that sticky shit on my hand." You will, don't do it. I believe in payback. Letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative. "Because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you'll take the hit." -Scrubs let's never talk about this again because I didn't want it to mean that much to me. humans have a knack for choosing precisely the things that are worst for them. - Albus Dumbledore I will forgive, but I won't forget.I hope you know, youve lost my respect I miss you most when I'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio. You know, the one you always used to sing to me, no matter how much grief I gave you, you always sang it and I always smiled. So maybe you could walk with me a while and maybe I could rest beneath your smile. Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold because it's a long trip alone. Remember all those times I swore I needed you? Well, consider them lies. Because, here I am without you and I survived. i hope you can't sleep and you dream about it. and when you dream, i hope you can't sleep and you scream about it. i hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me. It's all well and good to talk about happy endings, but if a person can't deliver, if they keep screwing up, eventually i guess you kinda just have to say fuck it. It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced. I thought I'd found my favorite picture of me then I realized it was just because you were in it, too. I realize you can't live your life saying ' well other people have it worse ', because at the end of the day you still hurt the same. © yourbreakingme_qts Now there is no way to change this, so I just photographed and framed it.
It's hanging in a hallway that we have no right to walk back down. Now, L-O-V-E's just another word i never learned to pronounce Here’s to serendipity… even if it doesn’t last. you know what? fuck beauty contests. life is one fucking beauty contest after another. school, then college, then work... fuck that. & fuck the air force academy. if i want to fly, i'll find a way to fly. you do what you love, & fuck the rest -little miss sunshine Being together is more than just sex and making out.
It's about understanding the other person.
Being there for them, talking for hours;
making each others' dreams come true, being
in love and not needing anything to keep it worthwhile. "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery. Because it's black out the window while you sleep in the passenger seat. So when it's always on your mind but you never speak of the name. It's in your blood and face and I'm certain it's fame. So I stayed out in the car because the weather had gotten to me. But its really these road signs and freeways that I cant take. This can't be how you live. It's like a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state. Your mind's sick again. I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, Please don't leave me." i see him every day, and i think, "That guy used to love me. He used to think about me, used to stay up daydreaming about me Those very arms held me countless times, and those too-familiar lips issued the very voice that made me melt. "I study his expressionless face as he passes by me, and I think: "You can hardly tell anymore, but that kid was my whole life." If there was anything there, it's gone now. And I don't think it's ever coming back. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. Now that you have my attention, what are you gonna do?
You might have good intentions but they're not coming through. The minute you think you're going
to lose something, it suddenly becomes
the most important thing in your life. Just because she likes the same bizarro crap you do doesn't mean she's your soul mate. you fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, or because he can make you laugh; or in this case, because he made you believe you were the one who could save him. If what you're asking is how I debated whether or not to love her the answer is I didn't. Not at all. It just happened. I didn't ever question it; by the time I realized what was happening, it was already done.
-Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
life isn't about keeping score. it's not about how many people call you, and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. it isn't about who you kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. it's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. in fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. life just isn't about that. but life is about who you love. and who you hurt. it's about how you feel about yourself. it's about trust, happiness, and compassion. it's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. "You get a little moody sometimes but I think that's because you like to read. People that like to read are always a little fucked up." You only love him because you fear he's the only one that will ever love you. Fine! I’ll admit it: I think of you every second of every day. You’re my favorite subject to talk about. When I hug you I wish I was allowed to never let you go. Most of my dreams have you in them. I always get excited when I get to see you again. So yeah, I guess you can say that I’ve completely and totally fallen for you. Does that make you happy? we are subconsciously attracted to those just as fucked up as we are. i may not remember the first time we spoke or the first moment i realized that i loved you, but i do know that everything in my life seems better when you're by my side no one is afraid of heights, they're afraid of the fall. i know it's hard, but sometimes in the end, you have to accept that you did all you could and it just wasn't enough. I love you, in a "I wish a car would hit you", kind of way. 'I can assure you I have no intention of marrying at all. Unless someone superior comes along then I'm fine alone.' -Emma Don’t worry about me, my hearts not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself, cause as far as I can see, your still an asshole. I'm over you. and it’s about time you get over yourself, too. | | |
| Comments, pretty please? (: I'm thinking of doing a post with my favourite lyrics. Would you guys want that? Or not? Also if I started doing a 'poll' would you answer? (:
I hope you guys enjoy this, sorry if there's any repeats.
I'd like to read a story in the newspaper that ends with, "... but she was just having a bad dream, really she's okay." You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber of your being, your heart and soul, even if you think about it every day. Trust me. I know. People think dreams aren't real just because they aren't made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes. If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You know, big flashing red lights and one of those clocks that counts down like a bomb in a movie? And there's a whole bunch of colored wires and I'm not sure which is the right one to cut but I guess the green one and then at the last second, no, the red one, then click, it stops with three-tenths of a second left but then you don't leave. Like that, okay? And its 2 am and im crying over you again. When will this nightnare ever end? You don’t get to choose you just fall in love and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time.
And you know you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it.
And the reason it’s so confusing is because it's love. But if love didn't have any challenges what would be the point?
-Party Of Five If you love a person, you can forgive anything.
-The Letter
I wish you were here, but you're not, you're there. And there doesn't know how lucky it is. Do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? well, that's what love is like.
everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep going.
-Practical Magic
Do you ever wish you could just freeze one second and put it into a box, and jump into it and stay there forever? I do right now. In fact, I do every time I'm with you. Do you honestly think that anyone else is on my mind when I'm listening to that song? I wrote a list of 100 things that made me happy, and I tried really hard to make you number four instead of one because I know you might look at me funny when I show you tomorrow. Tell him yes,” she said. “Even if you are dying of fear, even if you are sorry later, because whatever you do, you will be sorry all the rest of your life if you say no. -Love in the Time of Cholera I was thinking about what you told me - how you cried so hard when she broke up with you. At first it kind of surprised me, but then I realized. I don't think you were really crying because it was over, were you? You spent the past 5 months making her feel like shit for god sake. I think you were just sad because she was over you, you don't have someone to push around anymore, she knows she needs to walk away to feel happy again. And if you felt a shred a love towards her, you'd let her. ^* My friend just had a bad break up. The guys a fat piggy anyway (: I said this to him on MSN when he was acting all innocent *^ "And unless you marry your high school sweetheart (and even sometimes then), there is usually a not-so-glorious back story. There are people and places and events that lead you to your final relationship, people and places and events you’d prefer to forget or at least gloss over. In the end, you can slap a pretty label on it— like serendipity or fate. Or you can believe that it’s just the random way life unfolds." -Love the One You're With When daddy comes home, you always start a fight.
So the neighbours can dance in the police disco lights.
Hey, I'm well aware of how lucky I am. Like, lottery lucky. He's like nobody else in the world. When I'm with him, it's like...it's like I'm split in two. Half of me is just on fire, going crazy if I'm not touching him. The other half is so still and peaceful, just perfectly content, just knows: this is the one. But he doesn't love me.
Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench when there is plenty of room at both ends. Someone you haven't even met yet is wondering what it'd be like to know someone like you. Look, i dont know if theres only one person on the planet youre supposed to be with, but when were together, it sure feels that way. -The OC You weren't in school today... It kinda defeated the purpose of me going. Eat the damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make an ugly shirt and wear it all day learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn't usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved, and live your life to the fullest. So at the end of the day. You'll have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments. "Just because someone's pretty, doesn't mean she's decent or vice versa. I'm not into appearances. I like flaws; I think they make things interesting." -The Truth About Forever So shut your mouth and bite your tongue
because your a liar never fooling anyone.
You're the smoke in the air making everyone choke. "Is it possible, do you think, to love two people at the same time?"
"I'm still hoping it's possible to love one." I don't hate him. I loved him until I figured out it hurts a lot less to just not care. You don't expect him to turn up to your sporting match. No disappointments. You don't expect a call on your birthday; Don't expect to see him for months. No disappointments. You want us to go make up? Sink a few beers together and a nice family hug? I've given him enough hugs and he's given me enough disappointments.
-House I know that things between us are pretty much beyond repair right now and I wouldn't ever presume to try and make everything better with a conversation, so that's not what this is - but I just wanted to tell you, I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain it caused you, but mostly, I'm sorry for my part in it, but mostly, I'm sorry because I miss our friendship and however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again.
-Dawson's Creek. "I think we all miss somebody we shouldn’t be missing for reasons we shouldn’t be missing them for. For all the wrong reasons, and nothing more." "But lets face it no one really cares for you unless you're dying. Unless they know they're never going to see you again, they don't care for you. I wish I was dying." You always said life was horrible,
and that you had nothing to live for,
And the whole time I sat back and waited,
Hoping that maybe one day, you'd say it was me;
But you never did You’ve labeled your whole lifestyle and changed the way that you dress. Now take a good look in the mirror and tell me who you’re trying to impress. I'm trying real hard not to shake. I’m biting my tongue, but I’m feeling alive and with every breath that I take I feel like I’ve won. "i love you" means that i accept you for the person that you are, and that i do not wish to change you into someone else. it means that i will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. it means loving you even when you're in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things i want to do. it means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. "i love you" means that i know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. it means that i care enough to fight for what we have and that i love you enough not to let go. it's pathetic how much you used to mean to me.
how much i adored you.
how much you were pretty much my entire fucking world. the only reason we hold back is because we think we have an endless amount of chances or that there will always be one more, but as time disappears into the past and life goes on, those chances will run out and you'll either live with eternal happiness for being brave, or eternal regret for holding back. Clean up your act, your story's getting
dusty. wash your mouth out please,
your lies are getting rusty. Oh, so you wanna talk about being grown up? 'Coz I highly doubt the definition of growing up is sleeping with any girl that comes along and snorting drugs in your parents garage. And seriously I want to thank you for sending the facebook status to everyone that said I'm a 'boring frigid bitch' and then trying to cover it up saying it was your friends. It made me realize that sure maybe I'm a 'boring frigid bitch' but I'm not gonna live the rest of my life with a crap load of STD's and nasal problems. * My friend said that to her ex. I just thought I'd put it up coz she's awesome (: * i'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past, and wasting time on words i know you didn't mean. the truth is, I was afraid of the immensity of your love. I just wanted you to know. you asked me if I miss you, of course I miss you. It's all I do. he stumbles over his words, closes his eyes tightly. breathes in. breathes out. almost loses his courage. "I love you", he says. "I love you so much it hurts." People don't want their lives fixed.
Nobody wants their problems solved.
Their dramas.
Their distractions.
Their stories resolved.
Their messes cleaned up.
Because what would they have left?
just the big scary unknown. - Chuck Palahniuk i love the way you look at me, especially when i say something really stupid. you have this "why do i put up with you" look, but right after that is the "it's because i love you" look. then the "i must be insane to love you" look, then the "i must be seriously insane" look. What's not fair is that you act as if your life has ended. Be sad. Be angry. Shit, be anything, but don't ever behave so reprehensibly towards the people who clearly love you. Have your emotional crisis, but don't cut them out. Fucking things up once in awhile is inevitable. But how you choose to deal with those fuckups is not fated. You have free will, and be grateful that you do. Now. Move on, and find a better way of dealing with your issues. I don't want to remember you. because remembering you means you'll be gone. remembering means i won't have you in my life. i never want to have to remember you. [©apatheticaspirations] advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer. I don't do drugs, because my idea of fun is not sitting in a corner analyzing string. -Home Improvement
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| I hope you guys like this. LIFE UPDATE: I split with my boyfriend and 'coz I'm a slut (KIDDING!) I'm with someone else now. Tell me how your lives have changed in the last few months :)
Sorry if there are repeats. Have a great day :D
And then my soul saw you, and it kind of went, “Oh there you are. I’ve been looking for you." I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high. I love you. don't you see? don't you understand? you're the love of my life. i can't leave you. but you're constantly leaving me. you walk away when you want, you come back when you want. you stand by everyone, but you leave me. so i'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this, please. just end it because i can't. i'm in it. put me out of my misery.
-Grey's Anatomy Your picture is up on my wall. It's not even a good picture of you. I've seen better looking boys, but there's just something about that smile on your face that makes my eyes fill with tears. I've always loved that smile. the real trouble with my sarcasm is that half the time, when people think i'm being sarcastic, i'm actually being quite sincere. Be careful, though, because if you start believing that bad things happen for a reason, it hurts that much more when they don't. - Scrubs well dont stop texting, keep your fingers on those buttons. until they go numb, till 3A.M. you're the reason i love losing sleep. we have failed to practice ourselves the kind of behavior we expect from other people. There exists a melody that just might change your mind. If only I knew the key to sing to make you mine. One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. if your looking for the truth, you have to shut up. most people i know fill their days with meaningless bullshit, small talk, and trivial diversions just to keep the noise in the their own heads down. we can stay up late and watch scary movies if you promise to hold my hand. well, if i end up in your arms, i promise its just pure coincidence. dont be shy though, i can keep a good secret. It's amazing how one day someone walks into your life, and suddenly you can't remember how you lived without them. did it ever occur to you that maybe you're so caught up in making the right choice that you wont stop to consider that maybe there isn't a right or wrong choice, there are just a lot of choices? i cant really offer you much; but i can offer you that empty spot of carpet right next to me. i can offer you late nights of you and i sitting together. i can share with you my mind, my words, and my music. and maybe it'll move you, like you move me. You wrapped your arms around me, pressing your body against mine. And in that moment of perfection, I knew we were meant to be. I never wanted you to let go of me. Teenagers are at a crazy age. You're too young to vote and too old not to be in love. You live in a house someone else owns but your dreams are already somewhere else. You really shouldn't care what other people think. Let them make fun of the music you listen to and the words that come out of your mouth. Let them tell you how you should be and ignore it; at the end of the day, you are who you are and no one can take that away. You ask me "Whats wrong?" and you sound so sincere, but I wonder what you would do if I said everything that was wrong had to do with you. oh you're throwing everything you have
at me. cheap shots, low blows. will you ever
let it go? you're so pathetic. give it a rest. I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. —Bill Cosby the only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion. & he whispered to her,
“The only way I would ever
hurt you is by holding your
hand too tight” if things seem under control, you are just not going fast enough. When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible. You want to know a secret? You're the sweetest guy I've ever met The words i want to say keep getting stuck in my throat. I keep meaning to tell you, but im scared that i might choke. - © BeeHappyQuotes & it's because every time
I think about you,
I get this big smile on my face.
And I get this feeling in my stomach...
but, it's a good feeling.
And I just never want it to go away.
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